So I am very happy with my weigh in this morning 96.7, which clears away last week's gain plus a bonus loss of 200g. About as much as I could ask for and I feel good.
So, here's what I'm worried about - this is the normal me. At 118 I was bigger than I had ever been, I couldn't understand why my usual 20-22s weren't fitting. But now I'm wearing 18-20s and feeling great about the weight I've lost. I'm worried that its going to all kinda pieter out now. I mean this is where I feel like I'm supposed to be. This is the size I've been basically my entire adult life.
Do I want to loose more? I want to want to. But it comes with some emotional risks. Is it mocking the happiness and contentment I had in previous years to want something different than that? This is not going to come out coherent - sorry readers :) I'm not sure yet myself how I feel. Anyone else been there?
I understand where you're coming from but are you truly HEALTHY at this weight?
ReplyDeleteLook at your BMI, your blood-pressure and your cholestrol readings.
OK, you may not feel ill but over time, these problems will escalate if you continue to carry too much weight.
Go to the shops and try picking up what you've already lost! It's almost impossible to do, let alone walk around with it for some time!
You MUST do this for yourself and your family! They NEED a happy, healthy Mum as a role model!
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Gae oxoxo